ALLOW THE LOVE TO OVERWHELM YOU
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I, Jesus, am the only true love that you can meet with in your life on the earth. I am the Love that lasts changeless, unshakable, calm and collected, I offer Myself lavishly and without reserve to everyone who wants Me. I don't put conditions or demands, but only urge, call and invite you for a royal feast. But you refuse to believe Me, you are afraid of Me, because you keep seeing My Cross - as suffering and death - and not Myself, Who accepted that Cross, to save you from death and protect you from suffering.
Love doesn't inflict pain. Love wants to take over that pain from a loved person.
I, God, became a man to rescue the entire humankind from misery; to shield them with Myself from Fathers Justice. I wasn't saying that it was you, who wanted your lot and now you pay the penalty for your choice, because I didn't come to judge you, but to give you salvation with My sacrifice. Until death and through death I showed you My infinite, boundless, eternally lasting Love.
I love you so much, feel for you and want to help you, that I have rejected My Glory and I have hidden Myself in a tiny piece of bread, so everyone of you could get closer to Me without any apprehension. I gave Myself to you absolutely.
I wait for you - man - with longing. My unreciprocated love still believes that you will recognise the one who loves you, and you will get closer to Me.
And if one day, disillusioned, deceived and resigned, finally you decide to approach and ask "Do you still want me, Lord?" - as an answer My pierced hands will embrace you and cuddle you to My heart. I will engulf you with My joy, dress your wounds, which the atrocities of the world gave to you, I will heal your ailments, calm your unease and stop your tears. Because real love endows, saturates and gives itself to the loved one.
Love looks for mutuality, therefore it is shy and quiet, doesn't force itself, accost or encourage, because it wants integrity of feelings, the same sincere answer.
Love awaits with hope that it will be noticed, and even if it does everything for a loved person's sake - it acts in secret so as not to enforce mutuality.
Love desires love, so it gives full freedom of choice to the loved person.
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There is no value to buy or price for
God's Love. It was given to you for free. You were born out of it and you live in It.
Against Love you are all equal, you all - are debtors.
You move God's goods, that His Love endowed you with, so you could build up your happiness - God's Kingdom on the earth.
And where is Its beginning? Where is It born? In your heart, man, when you bring God to the throne of your heart.
Everyone of you, who wants to make friendship with Me, becomes a living brick in the building that I have been erecting together with My people for over two thousand years. Those though, who refuse Me themselves, will stay a stone laying in the desert, free, but redundant. Who lives just for themselves, lives feeding from their brothers; stealing from them - love, friendship, from their abilities, knowledge, efforts. Seizing everything that they were creating in hard toil and struggle through the generations, and that what he benefits from now.
I forgive everyone who asks for forgiveness, but those who rob their brothers of something are similar to a masters servant whom the master has forgiven, but when his fellowman testified and needed forgiveness he persecuted instead and others like him, fellow servants - the Lord didn't want to search justification for him.
Think friend, how much you have already taken from the common good, and how much did you give back?
I, Who can see into your hearts, won't allow you to stall Me with extenuation, that you can't give anything back to your fellowman, because you've got nothing, because you are poor, because you have just started to learn, you are ill, weak, dependent on others, unskillful
Don't lie to Me and yourselves!
This is not about money. You benefit continuously from the hard work of others and can give them nothing. What would you pay - man - for music that was created for you, by a poor and ill musician, dying from tuberculosis a hundred years ago? What would you give for a poem that you were delighted with, if the one who wrote it had been killed by enemies before you were born? What about the book that you learn from, that was written by a scholar who used his life on seizing knowledge and didn't even manage to make a family? The fact that you live and that your parents were born - it was paid for with the blood of your countrymen and many of them didn't manage to reach your age, although they wanted to. Your clothes, shoes, food, the warmth in your house and the pleasures that you benefit from - all of this is a gift for you - given to you for free from the exertion of your fellowmen. Even if you pay - then you pay for a product, not for the hard work that was put into it, not for the sweat, tiredness, time and love, that lives inside everything that was created in love.
And don't tell Me, friend, that not everything is good, because I know about it.
The bad, inefficient , broken, unnecessary and false products, things, feelings, words of scholarship, beliefs that were created by those who desired profit for themselves the most - in the form of wealth, fame, importance, power, easy life, ability of using and abusing that which was their hearts desire. They serve to your enemy, thinking that they have chosen themselves.
And I am concerned about you, My child.
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I serve you with My power, because everything you are, you got from Me for free and forever, out of Love.
Can the one who loves only himself make friendship with Me? How would we communicate? How will we live, if not together? How will we act - Me, who love, so I endow, accord, uphold, abate and rescue you, and you - if you think only about yourself? Is then, that friendship possible at all?
True friendship, selfless?
I desire your friendship - for your sake, for your happiness.
You, can you desire it for My happiness? Though I am a God Myself and I am not short of anything.
What then can merge Us? What can we both have in common?
This only, what in you is similar to Me, Your Heavenly Father.
And even in a very little child one can notice that similarity. It is hidden in everyone of you.
Therefore your friendship with Me doesn't depend on your age, but on your relationship with Me.
A builder builds a building according to his design using bricks. But even if he is ingenious, he won't be able to build it without bricks. You are the bricks of My Kingdom.
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My sacrifice had redeemed to you your Gods Son-hood, so already here, on earth, you can live in Friendship with Me, and then infinite possibilities open up for you because I rule everything and I accord My Power to Friends, when they want love.
My Children! The Kingdom of Heaven is an existence in mutual Love with Me, to share your own happiness with others - for your own happiness.
I call everyone of you and invite you, but not many of you benefit from My Grace. If I had started to give away goods of this world, you would all run for them, because a huge stew is visible, but for God's Word one needs to believe. Stew can be eaten immediately - God's Kingdom rises slowly and quietly with patience and in the laboriousness of the teaching of loving, painful for the infected human nature.
But soon after stew only recollection is left, and a new hunger and new searching for satisfaction of bodily desires.
While grain of God's Kingdom sowed with sweat and hard labour - rises, grows and brings you a mature fruit, because I watch over it - Lord of the Kingdom.
So you can see then, children, that at the beginning of your way stands faith, and then more and more trust in My Love, growing up in a patient laboriousness of getting up from falls, renewing efforts, returning to Me, and all of them tell Me your "I want".
However, when your "I want to be Loved", "I want to be with You" changes for "I want to Love" - and that is your first fruit, then a desire of endowing, giving yourself to the world blooms with your similarity to Me. Invitation to friendship is My Answer. I tell you - "Friend, come, we'll serve the world together".
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Intent is always ahead of an act. The Spirit readily goes in for service, but this is not what the bodily nature desires. It wants to be served and fights for this stubbornly, fiercely for years. The more you give place to it, the more it demands and you should know - if it is not fulfilled it is able to have a whole man well in hand, because your deadly enemy - spirit of lies and illegitimacy - supports it readily in this.
So, you don't fight yourself at the end.
- But I am your Friend; I stay present with you always and -
with Me - you cannot lose the fight
if you call Me and trust in My Love to you. Trusting is so needed by you then.
Those who have built up a fortress of trusting inside themselves, have Me as their Chief. I fight in their defence, I act so that they could rest. But those who trust a little don't believe in My help, and rely upon themselves can become wounded, and in hard combat fights can lose. The enemy is powerful.
Those of you who hold My hand permanently and allow Me to lead, who trusts in My ability and God's Love to them in every need, I will bring them through the enemy's armies and they will be free without a fight. Because I want to protect you, I want to show you My Love and the force of My defence, if you want it, if you deign to give yourselves to Me.
You forget about My Love for you so often, when evil causes you suffering. Insecurity engulfs you, sadness, unrest, the enemy sends thousands of anxieties to you and you shrivel with fear - and yet I am with you.
I look to see whether you want My help from deep inside your heart or just outwardly?
The weaker you are, the more you can rely on Me. But you don't know your weaknesses, that's the reason for all your falls.
You haven't known My constant presence either and it is difficult for you to be sincere, to be direct in your talks, and concession to your adversities humbles you - in your opinion - in front of Me, Who already knows so well your infinite indigence. Yet you still don't believe My Love. You have only just learned about togetherness with Me, friendship and trust. But I am patient.
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I want to pass on so much through you. I want to show you so many of My desires and share with you My incessant, unquenchable desire of capturing your love, healing you and saving you. If you only knew child how many people die daily, despite all My efforts, efforts that are futile for them because they have been rejected by their will.
Plants are grateful when I send them rain, animals enjoy the food I give them. Nature still blooms with My Glory and airs It - every species in their own way. Have a look at the sky at night. Billions of stars I created and I gave them laws, and they obey them and enjoy their existence, My spiritual worlds of immortal beings still adore My Love that they live in.
Only you, you still don't believe Me and nothing is going to convince you, if My death didn't convince you and My humanity wiped into dust, for you
Therefore I am so happy if anyone of you comes to Me. And when they say that they are
determined to walk with Me to the end of their life and have no other friend above Me, My Heart flares and strains towards them. It is such a huge relief for Me that I am not on My own in My pain, that there is someone who will understand Me, who I can uncover the unceasing hunger that consumes My Heart to. The hunger for your love.
Those who love - want mutuality. Those who like Me - love always, unconditionally, every man on the earth, suffers with strength equal to their Love because of the loneliness, helplessness, suffering, hunger and fear. My pain is unimaginable for you.
Therefore I won't leave those of you who want to become My real Friends in idleness. On the contrary, I am in a hurry to make them My helpers. I am in such a rush that I don't wait until you are mature and fully efficient, but I put My gifts into your inexperienced hands, so you could give them away now. There are so many thirsty and hungry people, and human life is so short.
I expect that you will love Me Myself more than My gifts. But it happens sometimes that the ones I have donated to walk away with their hands full to their homes and environments and there, decorated with My jewels want to be admired and shout "Admire my prettiness and my wealth, I am so much more wonderful than everyone of you" None of My servants are safe from this danger, in which your enemy has hidden horrible traps for you. It is pride, self-loving and desire of gaining for yourselves the biggest benefits from My leasehold: Because as I said I accorded you with My treasures for your life-time of service - so you have something to serve with, to give away, to share with your fellowman. Death is the time of rating your efforts - crops - by the Lord of the Earth and Heaven.
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So, how do I deal with those of you who believe in Me fully?
You have to see yourselves - what you really are. Because who lives with Me, lives in the Truth.
To make lies and illusions leave you I show you your entire meanness. But I do it slowly, gently, and at the same time give you proof of Love, because I don't want to scare you, but teach you and cleanse you of everything you picked up from the world that isn't mine. None of you are clean, but there is a huge difference between those who are dirty because they were born in the dirt, they live there and work there, and those who had their own clean robes of childhood rinsed in My Blood, and then intentionally muddies, ascending and entering the mud and wallows in it with enjoyment.
Many of you live with an assurance that you are immaculate, holding visible marks over your brothers heads, but you don't realise that you have rottenness inside you too, because of the cancer of pride and egoism, indifference or contempt for your fellowman already runs in you.
The visible marks I show you with the help of others, and because they are eager and prone towards accusations, they will be reproaching you a lot.
If then, their judgements are real, think about it and ask Me for help in weeding the evil out, and I will do that because I want to liberate you from all your encumbrances.
If their accusations are unjust and slanderous, accept them with calmness in My Love and
Think about how strong your agitation is, because it is our self-love that shouts about its harm and detriment. Your self-love is subjecting to the last, to the end My loved children. It protects its rights and shields with justice. But for My Friends I am the Justice and in Me you will get any alignment and equalisation, according to My generosity. Therefore you should call to Me and give all your hurts to Me and I will be your Defender. None of you who do this will be disappointed.
Self-love fights hard with your love for Me and doesn't go under straightaway. On the contrary, hour after hour, day after day, it needs to die, so that I could rise in your hearts. There can't be two hosts living together - which one will be banished is up to you. If your self-love is crucified - and everyone has to accomplish that with their own free will - I will enter into your empty interior and you will become unified with Me, you will become truly yourself - Royal Child, Squire of the Kingdom.
I show you accomplishment of My work in every one of you. Transform you to My Image, so you could become for your fellowman My Gift, Flame and Glare. But I will do it Myself.
It is not in your power to transform, but I want it and it will happen, because the one who loves inflames those who desire love, and a friend converges to a friend chosen by him.
Action belongs to Me, - yours is permission for it. Thousands of permissions build you your perfect service and prepare Our Unification.
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What then will be the beginning of My further scholarship?
Well, you will feel less and less self satisfaction. More and more numerous reprimands will fall on you, sermons and instead of joy you will face misunderstanding, dislike and also malice from your fellowman, slander and sneering. I will allow the anger of this world to bite you, but I won't leave you. On the contrary, I will get closer and so be able to comfort you when you come to Me with a complaint.
Because I just am going to show you that you cannot expect any justice from the world, nor a crutch or any help and understanding. Nothing!
It is you - with Me - who are to be My help and crutch for all the disoriented, scrambling and struggling souls.
Therefore you will receive nothing from them, because they are poor and have no real goodness. You need real Good, Mine; love, friendship, understanding and closeness of the soul; you also need bravery, power, joy and peace. What can the world give to you? Only this - what it values and gathers. Applause? But also sneering, that the fame goes by. Career? Yes, but together with envy, plots, false friendship and deceitful, empty words of flattery. What else? Wealth? It is not your goal to gain wealth. You know after all, that then you can lose your strengths, health, reason and spoil and waste the gift of endowing. Human love and friendship? They are full of treason, falsehood and pursuit of self benefit. Changeable and shallow, without any sharing, with the pursuit of possession, to seize and capture you.
That is the truth children, and when I allow you to experience it, I don't punish you, but teach you, just like you teach - through experience.
So you experience triviality of the worlds goods and nothing can satisfy you. Boredom engulfs you when you see things that you have desired until now. Dejection doesn't allow you to be happy with the previous, favourite engagements and pleasures. You feel emptiness and hunger, and it is a soul hunger that you can't satiate with food and drink for the body. If you try to satiate it with earthly nutrition - it rises. Because it is Me who stimulates your longing, so that you could find Me faster and become sated. I know what is needed for you and have prepared My table for you. I am awaiting for you at the table.
(The Lord prepares the table, but the dishes are "God's" - because we are to eat what He eats, so everyone who expects earthly pleasures will be disappointed).
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That is what I do for My friends, because they have chosen the Truth by choosing Me. But the period of learning is long, because it is difficult for you to understand that it is correct for you to fulfill My Will, not for Me to support your will with your desires ingrained from the world.
Therefore, when you act on "My behalf" you want Me to bless you in everything, with whatever it is you want. I give you joy from doing good, until the time when you become mature, because it is still your will and you don't ask for Mine.
I allow My Gift in you to grow, for encouragement; I allow you to serve Me - according to your will - because you learn to take the first steps in My service. You learn to give your time, material help and goodness. You learn to abate one another and share, encourage and uphold on the way. In other words you strive according to your considerations, abilities and strengths - and it gives you satisfaction and makes you feel useful and worthy. There is still so much self-love in you though, it satiates with My Goods and grows from them.
Many of you don't want to resign from this childish attitude of vanity until the end of your lives. Therefore the world is full of activists working actively for Me - and giving so little of My Goodness to the world. They feed themselves on their fellowmen, and what are they on their own - nothing - distributing nothing, I have so few real friends. Too few.
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(Point 1 - walking away from God).
At this stage of your progression you most often leave Me. The Glory of the world is too dear for you and you can explain to your conscience that your elevation is the elevation of Me as well.
As though Me, the Lord of infinity, needed your fame!
Therefore, laden with My Gifts you go further and further into the world, pulling in also everything that the world can give you. Your insatiability you feed with the world, you come to pass/appear/perform
on My Behalf, that is why you lose My friendship and if you don't get a hold on yourself I won't acknowledge you on the day of Judgment.
There is no equality between Me and the world and therefore those of you who want to possess My FRIENDSHIP - have to choose.
Those who choose Me - are My chosen ones.
Who wants to come to Me have to leave the world. They have to leave their beloved things for Me - The Only Beloved, because I give Myself to you entirely.
As I give Myself to all of you, forever, it is entirely the same with those who stay with Me in good friendship, they will return with Me to the world, to rescue the world; and the world won't have domination over them any more.
Everyone of My real friends will return, endowed hugely with My Goods and we will serve, feed and rescue together.
Nowadays the world has walked away from God so far, that it is incapable of returning on its own; it is too weak and ill, it drowns in sin - deaf and blind. The world needs rescuing more than ever before and no one can do it, but Me and you - My Friends, My multitude of hands full of bread, a multitude of feet willing to run and hearts ready to give themselves to those who would die without love.
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I teach you and My teaching is not easy or pleasant for human nature. But it is real and required by you. I don't give everybody the same question, because I know what each of you are capable of and I also know what you are unable to answer correctly for now and so to those I teach easier things. But everyone who offers themselves to Me will be delivered to by Me to the fullness of their abilities, and they are very different. Therefore some of you reach the tops of heroism and for others it is enough when they accept without regret and excuses their lot, when it is not an easy one. Only Me Myself know you fully, because I have endowed you with your existence in the calculated time, place, shape and I have formed you for the task in which everything I have clothed you with will be useful and will allow you to become the most beneficial - for your happiness - if you strive for Me. But if you choose the prince of this world and you want to serve him, My gifts will bring you misery and will accuse you in front of Me on Judgment Day - your personal judgment, when everyone of you will stand before Me and will show Me who they became through using what they had received. I am telling you that only Love will stay in the blaze of the Truth, and all that you have used out of My Love for making Good for the world. Everyone of My Gifts, My Good that you have embezzled at the cost of your fellowman will accuse you then.
Usurped Good is an un-granted Good, whereas its destiny was to endow with it. You can endow one another in every second of your life. Even a small baby smiles, hails arms, joyfully skips; and with age its abilities grow, a smile, a kind-hearted word, help for others with the tiniest things, remembering them, a chat, a call or a letter. The smallest proof that you notice your fellowman, that you do your best - all of this has an incredible value in My eyes.
Your life is full of possibilities and you need to use them. Who starts to endow early on, will possess sensitivity of heart and eyes and will use possibilities more fully than those who look at the world with greedy eyes and seize whatever they can - for themselves. They may waste everything in their lives and they will stand in front of Me without extenuation.
Therefore it is better to give out of your own dearth, than to give richly out of wealth; there will be plenty left for the owner and it will be accusing them.
I am glad when you use what you have and
only that is important!
I am the giver, I know how much everyone got, and I know and remember how much you gave away.
The more quietly you endow is the better for you, because collecting appraisals crosses out the selflessness of your action and dons you with falsehood.
Every life is like a garden full of flowers and it is up to you how many of them you will pick for Me.
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It is My will to help all who asked Me to become the Lord of their life to understand My Way at their own pace. Maybe you didn't understand yet, that you had asked Me for sanctification and I accepted your desires and that I am doing it in a different way for each of you - the most effective and the least painful. Although you should know that one cannot reconcile the God Almighty with gods of the earth, and I do not act with violence. Therefore those who don't want to resign from their likings and attachments will stay "free" with them according to their own will, but they won't be led by Me and won't have a close friendship with Me, because they take their lives into their
own hands and can accuse only themselves if their lives become empty and useless.
I bear your weaknesses, falls and mistakes patiently, because they are linked with human nature, but a lie I remove from My eyes. There are many between you, those who claim that they belong to Me, but for a long time they have served to the world and to the one who avails it. Only a few belong to Me truly and to the end, and that's the way I want to have you, because I've got very few witnesses on the earth, an earth which urgently needs rescuing.
Do not be afraid of difficulties because I give you My Power according to their weight, but because your trust is small you seldom use it.
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I give My teaching to all people of good will who want to get closer to Me, but are without any help. For all My beloved children that are hungry for closeness and are searching for ways of becoming close. Because those I have called to serve you with their knowledge, knowledge that I gave to them for free, haven't got time for you, it is often the case that they very seldom pursue friendship with Me themselves, and so few of them gain friendship as a result of this, that they are without experience and ability.
That is My enormous pain, that those, who I call to become Unified with Me - to serve you, they
develop only mind and will for the service of their intellect, not though - on service of Love. This isn't only their fault. Pride put down roots into My People. The world lures you with all the delusions it has created to seduce you from My Path and return you to itself.
Things that will happen will be your lent and penance. You, Poles, you are already immersed in difficulties and shortages, and yet so few of you turn to Me.
The rest of the world will receive more painful medicine - according to their needs. Those, who "grew fat" in prosperity and acknowledge "satiety" as their god, regardless of hunger and poverty suffered by people who they considered worse - they will meet with the suffering that they cause to their fellowman. To save humankind a common disaster is needed, a shake up, so the established forms of life would collapse and fear would unite them in poverty, since they rejected unification in love.
Thank Me, child, that I brought you earlier into defeats and enslavements, and I will lead you out from them faster, because things that are going to happen to the world, will be a hundred times more stern.
Despite what is happening to you, I want you, the entire human race to live and serve Me in peace and joy.
I want for you life in My Presence and in friendship with Me, and I teach you that in different ways.
These words that I am passing on to you, will be a help to everyone who longs for Me and feels hunger, if you read them with attention and quietly in peace, learning conversation with Me from them. Therefore I give them the Power of striking your hearts according to the purity and sincerity of your desires.
The more seriously you treat My help, the more powerful it will be. You should use My Books and sacramental help, which you have, asking also the Holy Spirit for light, the gift of understanding and all the gifts which you need. And there will be different ones essential for every one of you.
Just reading won't get you closer to Me, if a persistence in removing the obstacles in you doesn't follow, an insistent endeavour for My Friendship, according to My Will ("that you will love one another"), and actually choosing Me with your entire will, mind and heart. Then I will do the rest, because these scholarships of Mine are My call to every one of you, a call to life with Me, to loving and service to the world. I want and await every one of you.
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- Thank You Father! You Yourself know how much more faith is required for such writing, more than in a "usual" life.
-Daughter! Your cooperation with Me on the earth is based only on faith. Carnal cannot see and touch the spiritual, so it is not through your senses that you meet Me. That only, which is "Mine" in you, calls for Me and desires, and the more you surrender to love out of your human nature, the more extensive becomes the space in which the meeting with Love happens. Then, when the whole of your nature becomes conformed to the settled will of life with Me, then unification of your will with Mine will succeed and My Love without any obstacles will fulfil your souls. My will is always the same - I want to engulf you with My Life, make you happy up to the bounds of the possibility of your souls, and at the same time giving you the right of the infinite growth of your happiness. So you would never again feel hunger nor longing. So your love was full.
-I said: "But this is a complete transformation".
-This is, daughter, a transformation to make all that is mortal bloom with immortality, all that is earthy become spiritual, and that which is infected become impeccable, constantly growing and lasting forever in My Kingdom of Glory.
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Transformation is My work in everyone of you. Nobody can be reborn on their own. A wise and scholarly man who was Nicodemus couldn't understand that either, because he was thinking about his own action.
No, it is Me making your transformation, but according to your will, if you want it, according to the strength of your desire as well as the persistence of your will.
I help you with this too, because what is "carnal" in you, opposes this, because it can be seen as a threat. This is the way it has to be because it has to die, what is earthly will never enter the Kingdom of Heaven. Your enemy supports the expostulation and protects you as his property. He lies to you and cheats you! Because I bought you out with My Blood from the slavery of sin and you are free. Truly free and always winning -
if you believe Me and trust the Love, Which was crucified for you.
Trust is the ground on which the transformation happens. The bigger it is and the more selfless, stalwart and generous, the faster I can transform you into My Image and imbue you with Myself.
Then satan can do nothing, because he is thrown out beyond the borders of your soul in which I live Myself, Invincible.
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Satan shivers at Me and runs away, and only from the outside can he bark. But in turn without My Protection he beats you easily, because he knows the thousands of secret entrances into your soul, he knows them better than you yourselves. It is wise not to hide them away from Me, Me who can see them clearly, but to the contrary - put Me at every entrance, Me who wants to help you, to protect you.
Therefore those who consider Me as their Friend, tell Me about their fears and concerns, and the weak places in their walls they give to My protection.
All your weaknesses, your faults that hurt you, your desires, feelings that you can't cope with, thoughts and imaginings, unbridled tongue , hardness of heart, harsh judgements, ruthless words and acts, lack of sensitivity towards the poverty of your fellowmen, tortuous doings and friendships led by calculation - these and thousands of other dark corridors that your enemy creeps within, give them to Me and ask for My help. I want to insure you. But you need to
truly desire My defence. You though, keep not shut all these gates of your souls , through which you like to set out yourselves secretly to "the world". You feel suffocated in the house of your soul and sadness with only My company, you haven't yet acquired a taste for Me. You don't know how to talk to Me and what to talk about, and particularly how to live with Me every day. Do you?
I am invisible. One needs to believe in My present. It requires hard work and makes you tired, so you look for an escape from the exertion, and "the world" is so colourful and full of entertainment...
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And you know nothing about that, that I am following you step by step. I am all eyes to make sure the enemy doesn't take you by surprise, I block his way, but for you I open a door - so you could escape. My Friendship obliges Me. I want to be your protector.
How differently it is when we go together, shoulder to shoulder. The enemy doesn't dare to attack you when it sees Me, and you can see the world in different colours. It is not high-coloured anymore, but luridly painted, like an old harlot shows her pathetic tinsel to cover up hunger and loneliness. Laughter, amusements of the world are disrupted by groans, crying and screams of agony. Mud is running through the sewers, and the rivers are red from blood. It isn't the world which you would desire. It is dreadful, abhorrent, full of cadavers in sins decomposition and the enemy's guffaws. He triumphs in here, he is enjoying the prey, gormandising on it and taunting Me. Because it is My children dying!
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And these are your brothers and sisters. Just - like you - meant for happiness, all the same beloved and infinitely dear to Me.
A Friend walking by Me feels My pain and wants to give me relief. It bothers them deeply, that which bothers Me, because we understand each other and I have already divulged a great deal out of My Mystery of Love. Friend stops there where I stop - at the human misery and asks Me, how are they to help? Then Me, seeing their compassion and understanding for My suffering, give them directions and we fix things together with our mercy. Even if they are not yet fully trained, weak or disabled, just their presence and words of comfort or encouragement for those who need it are useful for Me. There is no greater joy than spotting in you a pollinating and developing
seed of My Love to another man that I have put into you. I protect it and nurse it and I am telling you that what has started to live will never be wasted, because it is growing under My hand.
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Those of you who set out into the world on your own get scared, because slowly I uncover its reality to your eyes.
A child on the street will see only that which is pleasant, the things it would like to have - toy shops, bakeries, balloon and ice cream sellers, sweet shops.
Some of you always want to watch the world this way. You are interested only in the things that you want to own, pleasures for yourselves, people that you can use for your own benefit, things that you can show off with and things that your greed desires.
But "the world" is not something you can possess, it will possess and destroy you if you give yourself to it. Underneath the fine window-dressing your enemy is hiding to lure you like an angler lures fish, to capture them and eat them. The world is full of screams of horror and tribulations from those being eaten and from victims being torn apart. Thats what you made of it - you
You have rejected My laws - mutual Love, justice and goodness. Instead you accepted hate, greed, coercion, harm and lies to reign over you. And the world moans and dies. There are calls for rescue from a million voices, but almost nobody calls
Me, because they dont know Me. Those who are starving and enslaved, the poorest and helpless
don't know Me truly. I am invisible and though millions plead to Me, they dont show Me to the world, but their own faces, in which the world reflects like mirrors. I almost havent got witnesses.
These who talk about Me, airing My Love, Mercy and Grace - but they cannot love themselves, they dont attest to the mercy, and are generous only to themselves - they destroy My work. They betray Me and give up My children for the enemys loot. Even though they
do this - it is rarely intentional,
the most often it is because they dont want friendship with Me and dont hear or understand Me - they harm their fellowman and disallow them to have Gods Kingdom.
I need many witnesses, many Friends!
You tell Me that you want to be with Me. You say that you love Me, that you want Me to become the Lord of your lives, your Friend
For how long, My children? Only for good times, or maybe for bad times too?
For the time of the success of your plans? For the beginning of life? For half of life?...
Will you love Me when I show you misery, when I put you in front of evil and wounds of the world? Will you stay with Me then too?
And if our common cooperation is hard, ungrateful, killing? Will you last with Me then too?
Will you decide to be with Me always and to the end?...
Think about it in your heart. It will answer Me...
(Point ll - getting away from God)
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You are asking why I scare you. I am showing you the truth about your world. You participate in evil and there is your part in it too. Not only through the evil you made, but through every negligence of goodness. I give you thousands of opportunities every day, but it comes so difficult for you - to make yourself - do the smallest deed of selfless love.
The world requires rescue, children. Only love can put out the fire of hate, cruelty, indifference to crime that the world is lit with. But how can you put out the fire of this world if you can hardly force out of yourselves a few drops of tepid, musty water of compassion?
Therefore I donate Myself to you - the spring exuding live water, inexhaustible and with miraculous power. I give Myself to you, so you would want to use My Power, because only It can rescue you. Friendship with Me gives you inexhaustible possibilities, which My Love has at Its command, and I Myself am with My friends. With Me not only you have got the certainty of your own salvation, but you can also use My Love in every moment of life, giving it to your fellowman. I want this because with the same infinite love that I engulf you with, love you with and want to rescue you with, I want to purge and sanctify every one of those, who you meet every day. Every man on the earth. I care most about those who you judge as the "bad ones" because they need rescuing the most.
Could you be happy in My Kingdom, knowing how horribly those who can't enjoy life suffer, because you didn't do your best for them.
You say daughter that, that "is most probably going to happen!" In front of Me you take responsibility only for that which your conscience throws at you. But I want to make your consciences more sensitive; I want to widen your Hearts, but you defend against Me. You are afraid of too much hard work, keep thinking only about your own limited strength - yet you have all of My strengths.
It is your self-love that fears limitation and the fettering of its freedom. Loving oneself opposes Me the most.
(Point III of getting away from God)
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I want you to know that I don't require anything from you and won't force you to do anything. I can rely only on those who prove that they want to be with Me with their lives, that they are truly Friends of Mine. When by desire of the heart and endeavours - you become another Me, a Jesus - in your age, it is only then My will that you become like Me and do the same as I did. But then it is not Me who asks you, but you, who beg Me to give you a part in My life. And you do this for the same reason that I descended to you. Out of Love.
Great desire to fulfil the Will of the Beloved One runs you and you do everything to recognise the Will. I then show you the wounds of the world that I want to heal together with you. Jointly we show mercy and jointly we endow with Love, because we live united. Therefore loneliness doesn't exist anymore, there is no place for sorrow and tears in yourself. Any help from the world becomes unnecessary. What I give you, you use with joy, and I allow for you huge plans and demands and I fulfil them, happy that your Love for others is as great as Mine, that you act together with Me and share the desire to endow, rescue and care.
And again the world becomes different in your eyes. It is not tinsel you can see and nor is it a swamp, but
human beings struggling in toil. And none of them are "bad" in your heart, but lost, unhappy or enslaved. And all are worth respect and care, because they are beloved to Me. You then share this Love. Then you desire these who are laden the most and your heart rushes to those who are the worst, because that is My heart already living in you.
You don't serve to your God anymore but you live in Him.
That is why your happiness lasts and the river of My Love flows out from you, spreading wider and wider, engulfing more and more and making happiness, because I have lived with you. I am independent from circumstances and blot out all the matters of the world.
I am the accomplishment and silence, Light of the world and Life, true Peace, righteousness of your heart, compassion and mercy, gentleness and healing: Me - your God, in the purified house of your soul I found My Kingship.
Our complexness is so compact that I become visible to the World through your body, because it is you - with yourselves - who testify what I am Myself.
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- Father of mine! It's so wrong of me. I forget that you talk to me too and await my answer. You were talking for two days about Your love to "these, who are the worst", and I just understood in the night that you want me to draw conclusions from reading about the trial of the murderers of priest Popieluszko (Jerzy Popieluszko -Polish Catholic priest who was associated with the Solidarity union, who was murdered by the Soviet operated communist internal intelligence agency). I was praying for one of the three, the one who was interviewed. Please tell me who I should pray for and what to do? - My daughter! Not for the one but for all of them you should pray and ask for co-praying from the entirety of heaven, especially My Mother - A refuge for sinners - who can ask for their conversion. Ask through My Blood that was shed for them, and ask like you were asking for your own brothers, because all are truly your brothers in the common sin of humankind.
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This is not the end of our work, but only the end of the lll part, tomorrow begins the IV part.